Title: The One Who Lives Through The Past

Gender: Female

Age: 22

Sun Sign: Cancer

Chinese Sign: Fire Rabbit

My name's Ani, and truth be told, I've been trying to change the world ever since the world changed me. I was once a broken little doll, who didn't even care about dreams because dreams didn't come true. Dreams were just something made up by writers, movie creators, trying to reel us in with the hopes and dreams that they presented on the screen which would clearly never happen. Clearly.

Then I met High School and everything I never thought would happen, did. My teachers offered me so much love without knowing who I was. They only knew this, I was a trouble student, a sad student and a lonely student. They didn't know me, not really, yet my Physics teacher once stopped me to ask me how I was and when I said I was fine, he told me, “No, I don't believe you.” A stranger, a teacher, saw through me, whereas my family nor my friends, never did.

In High School, thanks to these people, these 'strangers', helped me find myself. I went from being the patient, to being the doctor. I graduated High Honors, exceeding the expectation of everyone, even myself. I still remember how my mom got angry because I had told her I was supposed to be an Honor student and then suddenly, as her eyes scanned the pamphlet, she saw it. I was on the High Honors list.

Who would've thought? Who would've dreamed? That this broken doll could once be mended. Not I. I never thought. I never dreamt. I hoped, silly hopes, that didn't last more than mere seconds and then I was woken to reality by arguments and cries.

Now? I'm a dreamer, I'm a fighter and a constant believer. I can do anything I put my mind to and more. There's still a trace of who I used to be. I'll never forget my past. I live my life through my past, my mistakes, my faults, to remind myself where I came from and how far I've come. Most importantly, to remember, where I will never go back to.

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